Saturday, 29 September 2018

Everyday Journal update

Continuing on from my last blog post, here is August.

The background for this page is a photo of some of the fabric I made at Committed to Cloth.

I was booked into a Breakdown Printing & Colour Families workshop at Committed to Cloth.  As I was still unable to drive Roger drove me there and went walking each day.  Unfortunately for him it was some of the hottest days of the summer so he had to choose walks that would enable him to stay out of the sun as much as possible.

Meanwhile I was having lots of fun at the C2C studio.  I had gone prepared to have to sit and listen if I couldn't actually do the tasks.  However Lesley had prepared amazing handouts and any notes I needed to take I made on my iPad as whilst I couldn't write properly I could type.  I'll do another blog post about the workshop.

On Saturday 11th August I made my first solo outing.   I went on the bus to the NEC to the Festival of Quilts. I didn’t bother to take my camera as I was going to use my phone. However I left my phone at home as well. Dia & Cath took the photos for me. I met up with Helen for a coffee and went round some of the exhibitions with her. We also had lunch together.  I left early in the afternoon as tiredness set in and I knew I would have to walk from the bus station to home.

The main reason for taking photos during the past months is to record even the smallest of progress.  One of the Hand Therapists said it was a good idea to be able to see the progress.  This week there were three firsts.  I managed to hold a cup of coffee in my right hand, I managed to iron the washed cloth from the previous week and I used scissors.  The fingers still weren't bending properly but strength was returning to my hand.

I had an appointment with the Consultant and the Hand Clinic.  I have been so impressed with the staff at the QE and their dedication to get my hand back to normal.   Another first this week - I used a knife and fork rather than just a fork to eat my dinner.

I have been able to sew using both the machine and some hand stitching.

Sadly I've run out of the days of the week washi tape.  I have some on order but it's taking forever to arrive from Canada.  So I shall save sharing September with you until next month.

Thanks for joining me today
Bernice



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Tuesday, 25 September 2018

A time for ....

In the EveryDay Journal group on Facebook our theme for September is 'A Time for ...'.  As Mary wrote: 'We want to take some time in September and examine our word of the year as well as look at seasons and change using Ecclesiastes 3 as our guide. So get ready to spend some time reflecting on your word and how you have seen God use it so far this year.'
 

My word for the year is gratitude.   I have been sharing the pages from my journal each month and you may have noticed that you haven't seen any pages since the end of May.  This, as you may know, is because I fell over on Friday 8th June and smashed two fingers on my right hand.  As I am right handed this meant I was unable to do much creatively.  I couldn't write or use scissors or sew.

Thankfully I could dress myself (hooray for elastic waistbands) and wipe my own bottom (TMI?).

I struggled during the first couple of weeks with being grateful.  There was a lot of 'why me?', 'where were you God?', 'why haven't you miraculously healed me? and other similar questions.

I am much better now although three fingers on my right hand still don't bend properly but I have been able to go back to my journal and using the photos I have taken since June 8th fill in my pages.  And in doing so have been able to contemplate on what happened, where God was and the place of gratitude.

I can't remember what I planned to put on these pages for the beginning of June so I stuck in photos of a fabric book I made in May.

The saga begins.  I didn't share the photos of my face on Facebook because I looked dreadful and I only went out of the house for hospital appointments.  The whole summer seems to have been one long dentist and hospital appointment but actually doing this photo journal has made me realise it wasn't.

So where was God when  I fell over?  He was there although I didn't recognise him at the time.  He was there in the people who rushed to help me.  In the off-duty ambulance support officer who looked after me.  In the friends who came and were praying.  In the Minor Injury Unit where there were hardly any other patients and so I was seen very rapidly.  He was there in the abilities of the Doctor and the nurses who straight away referred me to the Hand Trauma Clinic at the Queen Elizabeth Hospital and got me an appointment there for the following Tuesday.   And I am so grateful for all those people.

I am thankful for the people who came to visit me at home and the flowers and cards I received. And the lovely folks in my Lifegroup who were praying.   As you can see in the photo above I had to cancel a lot of workshops.  One I lost money on but that was the nature of the booking.  I am thankful that the bruising on my face disappeared fairly quickly.  It didn't feel like it at the time but when I see the photos together I can see that it did.

I am thankful for the doctors at the hospital who worked on my fingers.  It turned out that the doctor I thought was a Registrar was a Consultant in South Africa and is in the UK on an exchange.  So I had two Consultants.  Very unusual - thank you God.   The doctor was unable to pin or plate my fingers because the bones were smashed rather than fractured.  The broken fingers were manipulated and then strapped to the unbroken middle finger.  A large plaster cast was put over my hand and the whole thing was bandaged up.

Thankfully, we didn't need to cancel the Traverse weekend but I was somewhat hampered in what I could do.  I had signed up for Karen Stamper's Online Sketchbook Course so I had a go using my left hand.

I didn't cancel the Julia Triston workshop which I have already blogged about.

And so we come to July. Sorry, some of my photos are a bit iffy - I'm still having problems holding the camera.

We had an unusally hot summer this year.  I don't like really hot but it was useful in that I didn't need to put on too many clothes and could wear sandals.  I spent most of three weeks in July sitting in the chair reading detective fiction on my Kindle - thank you Kindle Unlimited - and watching Le Tour de France on the television.

In the fall I had broken the tooth underneath the crown so had to have the tooth removed and a temporary denture put in.  I also had the plaster removed this week and was handed over to the Hand Therapy department to get my immobile fingers working.   I hadn't realised that 5 weeks of immobilisation would result in not being able to bend my fingers.  This resulted in another pity party and questioning God about it all.  Where was the healing my friends had prayed for?

Not only had I had to cancel workshops that I was attending but I had to close The Studio at church - so no Mixed Media Mondays and no Studio PlayDays.  This really frustrated me as I felt I was letting people down.

The Hand Therapy was going well and I was doing the exercises at home.  Part of the reason for taking so many photos was to record progress because sometimes I didn't feel as though there was much.  I was given a splint to wear at night.  In the day time I do exercises to bend the fingers and at night wear the splint to straighten them!

I was thankful that I could attend Richard & Becky's wedding without wearing a plaster cast or a splint.  I've left the gap to be able to put a photo of Roger & I at the wedding.

Which leads me neatly to the greatest support I've had over the weeks since June 8th.  Roger has been the chief cook (yes there was one good thing to come out of it - I didn't have to cook for several weeks!), chauffeur and house husband.  To be truthful, he was already doing most of the washing and all of the supermarket shopping pre June 8th.  But I don't know where I would have been without him these last weeks.  So my biggest thank you goes to him.

Next time we'll catch up with August and September.

Thanks for joining me today
Bernice


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Tuesday, 24 July 2018

Creativity of the Creator ~ Nature

In the Everyday Journals ~ Living your word of the year group on Facebook, the theme for July is Creativity of the Creator ~ Nature.   My contribution to the theme is a study I wrote for another group entitled Eagles in the Bible.

The Golden Eagle
There are many species of Eagles throughout the world, however in my research I found that four species have been found in the biblical region of Palestine - (1) the golden eagle (Aquila chrysaetos); (2) the spotted eagle (Aquila naevia); (3) the common species, the imperial eagle (Aquila heliaca); and (4) the Circaetos gallicus, which preys on reptiles. I decided that for our purposes I would concentrate on the Golden Eagle.

Here are some online links
Breeding
Feeding
Photos
Life History
How eagles fly (video)
Documentary
Eagle in flight

Introduction from Mary Brack
"The Eagle is often used in the Bible as a picture of strength, vitality and long life as seen in Psalm 103 and Isaiah 40. We are given encouragement throughout the Bible to look to the Eagle as a symbol of strength in the Lord. Time and time again we can look to God; we can look to His promises; we can rejoice in the benefits He bestows on us, and find renewal for our mind, soul and spirit.

Look at His benefits in Psalm 103: forgiveness, healing, redemption, love and compassion, and satisfaction. Paul spoke of a similar perspective in 2 Corinthians 4:16 – “Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day.”

The Bible uses birds as metaphors and symbols to paint for us a picture of what it looks like to trust in God, to find our refuge, shelter, care and protection in Him, and to follow Him and find renewed life in abundance through the gift of His Son."

What can we learn?
Let’s look at the eagle from an ornithological point of view and what can we learn from the eagle’s characteristics that helps us see why God uses the eagle image so many times in the Bible? Obviously we don’t hunt for prey or fly in the sky (without an aeroplane) but there are other characteristics that we can see apply to us. From reading or watching the videos in the above links you can find these characteristics of the Golden Eagle.


Characteristics of an eagle and The eagle analogy

Eagles mate for life
Eagles find partners with whom they stay for life. If one of the pair dies, only then will an eagle seek another mate. The adult birds occupy an area of land for nesting and hunting known as a ‘home range’ where they live all year. God wants us to be faithful. First and foremost he wants us to be faithful to him. But faithfulness to our partners, family, friends and church is also important. Matthew 25:21, 1 Cor. 4:1-2

Eagles soar on thermals
If you watch the video above you will see that eagles do not flap their wings in order to fly. It may beat its wings once or twice but only to regain the thermal or wind currents that it is using to soar in the sky. They spread out their big and heavy wings in order to conserve energy. The Holy Spirit is our equivalent of the thermals that eagles use. God wants us to learn how to be led by his Holy Spirit and flow in his power in our daily lives. We may stray from the path that God has set out for us but just as the eagle beat their wings to return to the thermal we only have to turn to God and soar again. Eagles depend on thermals to climb just as we depend on the Holy Spirit Isaiah 40:31, Romans 8:11-17

Eagles fly alone
Although the eagles mate for life you are more likely to see them flying and hunting alone. Whilst we are members of the body of Christ and so not alone, God has a plan for each of us to follow. This is the calling he has placed on our lives. Sometimes this may feel to be a solitary place – think of David facing Goliath. Ephesians 4:1

Eagles are patient
The eagle will sit and wait patiently for the right wind conditions before spreading its wings and soaring into the sky to hunt for food. God calls us to be patient – sometimes to wait expectantly. In James 1:2-8 we are told that trials and testing will produce perseverance. How often through those times have you learned to be patient?

Eagles have keen eyesight
An eagle’s eyesight is at least five times sharper than that of a human. It is thought that an eagle can spot a rabbit 2 miles away. An eagle's vision is exceptionally sharp because each eye has two foveae - areas of acute vision - as compared with the human eye which only has one. The cones in the eagle's fovea are very small and tightly grouped, allowing the eagle to see small details from extreme distances. The eyes of the eagle are placed forward on the eagle's head, giving him accurate depth perception. This is important for an eagle when he is pursuing prey. The placement of the eyes also enables the eagle to see each side. The eagle can see even with his eyelids shut. In addition to his normal pair of eyelids, the eagle has a set of clear eyelids called nictitating membranes. These eyelids can be closed for protection without affecting the eagle's vision

We need to see both with our physical eyes and our spiritual eyes. We need to listen to the Holy Spirit. We need to seek revelation of the scriptures. We need to listen to what we are being asked to do. In our relationship with God we need to see how he sees us. To see how he sees the world. To see from his perspective. Psalm 119:18, James 1:22-25

Eagles are majestic
Due to the natural characteristics of the eagle people think of them as being majestic. The eagle is the most used national emblem throughout the world. 1 Peter 2:9 tells us that we are part of a royal priesthood. But in addition we are sons and daughters of the King of Kings, adopted into h is family and therefore of royal blood.

Eagles live on higher ground
Golden Eagles live in open country, primarily in mountainous areas and areas with cliffs and steep escarpments. These open moorlands offer them good hunting grounds often with rivers running through them. They build their nests on the cliff edges. Jesus tells us that we are in the world but not of the world. John 15:19. We are heavenly citizens Ephesians 2:6 – “And God raised us up with Christ and seated us with him in the heavenly realms in Christ Jesus”. As born-again Christians we live on higher ground as a result of our position with Jesus.

Eagles are bold, courageous and powerful
Eagles hunt mostly for small to medium-sized mammals but are not averse to hunting for much larger prey. They also catch fish. To catch their prey they use their powerful talons. They have immense speed and can dive from a great height to catch their prey. They are also capable of flying through storms which most birds do not. So are we! God is raising us up to be bold and courageous. We are to be powerful in his strength not in our own. We can be bold because God tells us that “He who is in you is greater than he who is in the world.” 1 John 4:4
(C) Shonna Bucaroff

Symbolism
In the Bible we find metaphors, poetry, word pictures and prophetic pictures. The image of the eagle is used in a variety of ways.

Two of the key verses we tend to quote or refer to regularly are Isaiah 40:30-31 and Deuteronomy 32:10-12

Isaiah 40:30-31
Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;
31 but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

Here’s what Matthew Henry has to say about these verses:
He gives strength and power to his people, and helps them by enabling them to help themselves. He that is the strong God is the strength of Israel. (1.) He can help the weak, Isa. 40:29. Many a time he gives power to the faint, to those that are ready to faint away; and to those that have no might he not only gives, but increases strength, as there is more and more occasion for it. Many out of bodily weakness are wonderfully recovered, and made strong, by the providence of God: and many that are feeble in spirit, timorous and faint-hearted, unfit for services and sufferings, are yet strengthened by the grace of God with all might in the inward man. To those who are sensible of their weakness, and ready to acknowledge they have no might, God does in a special manner increase strength; for, when we are weak in ourselves, then are we strong in the Lord. (2.) He will help the willing, will help those who, in a humble dependence upon him, help themselves, and will do well for those who do their best, Isa. 40:30, 31. Those who trust to their own sufficiency, and are so confident of it that they neither exert themselves to the utmost nor seek unto God for his grace, are the youth and the young men, who are strong, but are apt to think themselves stronger than they are. And they shall faint and be weary, yea, they shall utterly fail in their services, in their conflicts, and under their burdens; they shall soon be made to see the folly of trusting to themselves. But those that wait on the Lord, who make conscience of their duty to him, and by faith rely upon him and commit themselves to his guidance, shall find that God will not fail them. [1.] They shall have grace sufficient for them: They shall renew their strength as their work is renewed, as there is new occasion; they shall be anointed, and their lamps supplied, with fresh oil. God will be their arm every morning, Isa. 33:2. If at any time they have been foiled and weakened they shall recover themselves, and so renew their strength. Heb. They shall change their strength, as their work is changed—doing work, suffering work; they shall have strength to labour, strength to wrestle, strength to resist, strength to bear. As the day so shall the strength be. [2.] They shall use this grace for the best purposes. Being strengthened, First, They shall soar upward, upward towards God: They shall mount up with wings like eagles, so strongly, so swiftly, so high and heaven-ward. In the strength of divine grace, their souls shall ascend above the world, and even enter into the holiest. Pious and devout affections are the eagles’ wings on which gracious souls mount up, Ps. 25:1. Secondly, They shall press forward, forward towards heaven. They shall walk, they shall run, the way of God’s commandments, cheerfully and with alacrity (they shall not be weary), constantly and with perseverance (they shall not faint); and therefore in due season they shall reap. Let Jacob and Israel therefore, in their greatest distresses, continue waiting upon God, and not despair of timely and effectual relief and succour from him.

Deuteronomy 32:10-12
In a desert land he found him,
in a barren and howling waste.
He shielded him and cared for him;
he guarded him as the apple of his eye,
11 like an eagle that stirs up its nest
and hovers over its young,
that spreads its wings to catch them
and carries them aloft.
12 The LORD alone led him;
no foreign god was with him.

Eagles look after and teach their young
The nests or eyries are built high up usually on cliff ledges. Usually two eggs are laid and the female sits on the eggs until the eaglets hatch. The mother continues to look after the eaglets whilst the father brings food for them all. The first born eaglet is usually the dominant one and is frequently the only one to survive. After 2 weeks the female eagle joins with her mate in hunting for food.

When it is time for the eaglet to fledge the mother eagle stands at the edge of the nest encouraging the eaglet to spread its wings. She will demonstrate how to fly encouraging the baby to try it.
(C) Shonna Bucaroff

Commentators see these verses as referring to Moses or to the people of Israel. Sermons have been preached on the verses but I can find no ornithological information to back up the often quoted details that the eagle removes the nest from beneath the eaglet to encourage it to fly or that she will catch the eaglet on her back if it falls. This is a picture given to us in Deuteronomy 32:10-12 but I think that it is a picture of how God cares for his people. He likes us to spread our wings, to get out of the nest – our comfort zone – and soar with him.

Songs
On Eagles Wings

"I Will Rise" Chris Tomlin

Eagles Wings Hillsong

I hope you have found this study useful.

Thanks for joining me today.
Bernice